The things I describe so far often applied to me.5 I myself was held and ensnared by so many errors of my former life that I did not believe that I could be stripped of them. Thus I was giving my obedience to vices that stuck fast to me, with despair about them becoming any better. I cherished my own evil actions just as if they were so peculiarly my own and inborn in me. But the light from above shed itself into my heart sacrificially cleansed
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